A Breakthrough

The Holy Spirit is at work!!!!!!

This evening I was consumed with evil and unholiness. I was trapped. I called on my friend Carol, who showed up and we prayed long and fervently.

Carol pointed me to the cross. As I was voicing some of the voices racing through my head, she reminded me of something.

One of the main things the voices shout is, "You are worthless"- Carol reminded me that believing that is an insult to God.

It's an insult to God because then He sent His only Son to the cross for nothing. And that was not the case. I was worth something to Jesus Christ. I was worth every drop of blood that spilled from his beaten skin. I was worth it all.

To believe otherwise would be like saying, "Jesus, you died for nothing" and that I do not believe.

And for those of you who may feel discouraged and saying "I've told you that Dylan"- I know you have. And I thank you. And it meant something, believe me. But the way God spoke through Carol tonight was different.

For the first time in years, I have felt the presence of God. As we prayed and sang, I was consumed with the Holy Spirit. I felt empowered by the strength. I'm still too weak to break the chains, but I am getting stronger.

As we ended our prayer, we were talking about how God puts certain people in our lives at just the right time and in came another friend, Sloan, who had felt so strongly empowered by God to come in and pray over me. So she joined hands with Carol and I and prayed for the healing now and in God's time. Again, the Holy Spirit filled me.

Do not feel discouraged if you have been praying for me or encouraging me. Your work has in no way been in vain and don't you dare think otherwise.

Your prayers and encouragement have led up to this moment- this "breakthrough"- and I can't thank you enough. Don't give up, and please, come pray over me or with me. It is an amazing feeling and the Holy Spirit will consume you too.

While I am in no way completely healed, I feel like I have finally come to accept God's help. God has come to help His people. He will help me get through this.

More on medication tomorrow. I was just too excited about being consumed. God is amazing. God loves me. Nothing else matters.